Confronting Religious Trauma and Sexism with Genesis-centric Watercolor: Eve
“Let me ask a question to present day: how the hell did Eve get all the damn blame?”
While many pondered the gifts of Christ this holiday season, I found myself particularly glued to Eve. Honestly, I think it’s very much a product of the pain that women are feeling after the 2024 presidential election. Everything I’ve read since the election has brought me to the same conclusion: The United States is still too sexist to elect a woman president.
I’ll be the first to admit that neither of our most promising options for a woman president have been my personal choice, but this election was different. This year, as I see it, we had two options: imperfect sanity with a female with a boring track record OR complete chaos with an aged male with a track record for unethical behavior.
I grew up in the Bible Belt, in a largely Southern Baptist community and church. So, this surprises me very little, however, I had hoped that things would’ve improved more than they clearly have. I remember it was very commonly stated by all sexes that women shouldn’t run for president and that if they did, they’d never win. Usually, they would then mock how “emotional” or, even more often, how “hormonal” women are. There was likely a time when I dutifully agreed when someone else stated it in my presence. But even at my most devout, none of the largely anti-female speech and narrative of the Bible, nor many of its followers, ever sat right with me.
So, why all the hostility towards women? There’s one, very simple answer: Eve.
Table of Contents
- Let’s Get Biblical: What the Bible Says
- I Love a Walkthrough: Let’s Just Skip The Backstory
- Just Show Me the Art: You Like to Get Right to the Point
- Listen to the Playlist
What Does the Bible Say?
About Eve, specifically? Turns out, not much. Eve is only mentioned by name FOUR times total (Compared to Adam’s 27) in the entire Bible. In most of the story of Adam “and Eve,” she’s rarely even referred to by name, but more often as the woman or Adam’s wife. The only children of Adam that are mentioned are Cain, Abel, and Seth. All of them married and “made love to” wives who are never named or given backstory.
The gaps of time between children are unclear (though there are only 2 times the Bible explicitly stated Adam and “his wife” got it on, but it is clear that Seth was a much younger child and that Adam had Seth at the age of 130 and lived to be the age of 930… but none of those 4 mentions of Eve in the Bible answers the question I want to know: how long did Eve live?
The truth is, Genesis unfortunately makes it clear that Eve was a largely unimportant character. In fact, the more I learn about the treatment of women throughout history, I think it likely served Moses very well that women were treated as unimportant and even unclean or unworthy. No one knows who took actual pen to paper, as they say, but Moses is credited with writing the first 5 books of the Bible by pretty much everyone else in the Bible.
Whether it was Moses or not, I don’t know or really care. But it feels about as likely as just about everything else in the Bible so, sure.
The Gross Scripture Part
Expand below to read the first 4 Chapters of the Old Testament in the New International Version, courtesy of biblegateway.com
Genesis 1: I Love Sunday School
The Beginning
1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. 2 Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.
3 And God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light. 4 God saw that the light was good, and he separated the light from the darkness. 5 God called the light “day,” and the darkness he called “night.” And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day.
6 And God said, “Let there be a vault between the waters to separate water from water.” 7 So God made the vault and separated the water under the vault from the water above it. And it was so. 8 God called the vault “sky.” And there was evening, and there was morning—the second day.
9 And God said, “Let the water under the sky be gathered to one place, and let dry ground appear.” And it was so. 10 God called the dry ground “land,” and the gathered waters he called “seas.” And God saw that it was good.
11 Then God said, “Let the land produce vegetation: seed-bearing plants and trees on the land that bear fruit with seed in it, according to their various kinds.” And it was so. 12 The land produced vegetation: plants bearing seed according to their kinds and trees bearing fruit with seed in it according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good. 13 And there was evening, and there was morning—the third day.
14 And God said, “Let there be lights in the vault of the sky to separate the day from the night, and let them serve as signs to mark sacred times, and days and years, 15 and let them be lights in the vault of the sky to give light on the earth.” And it was so. 16 God made two great lights—the greater light to govern the day and the lesser light to govern the night. He also made the stars. 17 God set them in the vault of the sky to give light on the earth, 18 to govern the day and the night, and to separate light from darkness. And God saw that it was good. 19 And there was evening, and there was morning—the fourth day.
20 And God said, “Let the water teem with living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth across the vault of the sky.” 21 So God created the great creatures of the sea and every living thing with which the water teems and that moves about in it, according to their kinds, and every winged bird according to its kind. And God saw that it was good. 22 God blessed them and said, “Be fruitful and increase in number and fill the water in the seas, and let the birds increase on the earth.” 23 And there was evening, and there was morning—the fifth day.
24 And God said, “Let the land produce living creatures according to their kinds: the livestock, the creatures that move along the ground, and the wild animals, each according to its kind.” And it was so. 25 God made the wild animals according to their kinds, the livestock according to their kinds, and all the creatures that move along the ground according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good.
26 Then God said, “Let us make mankind in our image, in our likeness, so that they may rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky, over the livestock and all the wild animals,[a] and over all the creatures that move along the ground.”
27 So God created mankind in his own image,
in the image of God he created them;
male and female he created them.
28 God blessed them and said to them, “Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky and over every living creature that moves on the ground.”
29 Then God said, “I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food. 30 And to all the beasts of the earth and all the birds in the sky and all the creatures that move along the ground—everything that has the breath of life in it—I give every green plant for food.” And it was so.
31 God saw all that he had made, and it was very good. And there was evening, and there was morning—the sixth day.
Genesis 2: Origin of Adam & Eve
2 Thus the heavens and the earth were completed in all their vast array.
2 By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day he rested from all his work. 3 Then God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it he rested from all the work of creating that he had done.
Adam and Eve
4 This is the account of the heavens and the earth when they were created, when the Lord God made the earth and the heavens.
5 Now no shrub had yet appeared on the earth[a] and no plant had yet sprung up, for the Lord God had not sent rain on the earth and there was no one to work the ground, 6 but streams[b] came up from the earth and watered the whole surface of the ground. 7 Then the Lord God formed a man[c] from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being.
8 Now the Lord God had planted a garden in the east, in Eden; and there he put the man he had formed. 9 The Lord God made all kinds of trees grow out of the ground—trees that were pleasing to the eye and good for food. In the middle of the garden were the tree of life and the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.
10 A river watering the garden flowed from Eden; from there it was separated into four headwaters. 11 The name of the first is the Pishon; it winds through the entire land of Havilah, where there is gold. 12 (The gold of that land is good; aromatic resin[d] and onyx are also there.) 13 The name of the second river is the Gihon; it winds through the entire land of Cush.[e] 14 The name of the third river is the Tigris; it runs along the east side of Ashur. And the fourth river is the Euphrates.
15 The Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it. 16 And the Lord God commanded the man, “You are free to eat from any tree in the garden; 17 but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat from it you will certainly die.”
18 The Lord God said, “It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him.”
19 Now the Lord God had formed out of the ground all the wild animals and all the birds in the sky. He brought them to the man to see what he would name them; and whatever the man called each living creature, that was its name. 20 So the man gave names to all the livestock, the birds in the sky and all the wild animals.
But for Adam[f] no suitable helper was found. 21 So the Lord God caused the man to fall into a deep sleep; and while he was sleeping, he took one of the man’s ribs[g] and then closed up the place with flesh. 22 Then the Lord God made a woman from the rib[h] he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man.
23 The man said,
“This is now bone of my bones
and flesh of my flesh;
she shall be called ‘woman,’
for she was taken out of man.”
24 That is why a man leaves his father and mother and is united to his wife, and they become one flesh.
25 Adam and his wife were both naked, and they felt no shame.
Genesis 3: The First Curse
The Fall
3 Now the serpent was more crafty than any of the wild animals the Lord God had made. He said to the woman, “Did God really say, ‘You must not eat from any tree in the garden’?”
2 The woman said to the serpent, “We may eat fruit from the trees in the garden, 3 but God did say, ‘You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die.’”
4 “You will not certainly die,” the serpent said to the woman. 5 “For God knows that when you eat from it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.”
6 When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it. 7 Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized they were naked; so they sewed fig leaves together and made coverings for themselves.
8 Then the man and his wife heard the sound of the Lord God as he was walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and they hid from the Lord God among the trees of the garden. 9 But the Lord God called to the man, “Where are you?”
10 He answered, “I heard you in the garden, and I was afraid because I was naked; so I hid.”
11 And he said, “Who told you that you were naked? Have you eaten from the tree that I commanded you not to eat from?”
12 The man said, “The woman you put here with me—she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it.”
13 Then the Lord God said to the woman, “What is this you have done?”
The woman said, “The serpent deceived me, and I ate.”
14 So the Lord God said to the serpent, “Because you have done this,
“Cursed are you above all livestock
and all wild animals!
You will crawl on your belly
and you will eat dust
all the days of your life.
15 And I will put enmity
between you and the woman,
and between your offspring[a] and hers;
he will crush[b] your head,
and you will strike his heel.”
16 To the woman he said,
“I will make your pains in childbearing very severe;
with painful labor you will give birth to children.
Your desire will be for your husband,
and he will rule over you.”
17 To Adam he said, “Because you listened to your wife and ate fruit from the tree about which I commanded you, ‘You must not eat from it,’
“Cursed is the ground because of you;
through painful toil you will eat food from it
all the days of your life.
18 It will produce thorns and thistles for you,
and you will eat the plants of the field.
19 By the sweat of your brow
you will eat your food
until you return to the ground,
since from it you were taken;
for dust you are
and to dust you will return.”
20 Adam[c] named his wife Eve,[d] because she would become the mother of all the living.
21 The Lord God made garments of skin for Adam and his wife and clothed them. 22 And the Lord God said, “The man has now become like one of us, knowing good and evil. He must not be allowed to reach out his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever.” 23 So the Lord God banished him from the Garden of Eden to work the ground from which he had been taken. 24 After he drove the man out, he placed on the east side[e] of the Garden of Eden cherubim and a flaming sword flashing back and forth to guard the way to the tree of life.
Genesis 4: The Lineage of Adam
Cain and Abel
4 Adam[a] made love to his wife Eve, and she became pregnant and gave birth to Cain.[b] She said, “With the help of the Lord I have brought forth[c] a man.” 2 Later she gave birth to his brother Abel.
Now Abel kept flocks, and Cain worked the soil. 3 In the course of time Cain brought some of the fruits of the soil as an offering to the Lord. 4 And Abel also brought an offering—fat portions from some of the firstborn of his flock. The Lord looked with favor on Abel and his offering, 5 but on Cain and his offering he did not look with favor. So Cain was very angry, and his face was downcast.
6 Then the Lord said to Cain, “Why are you angry? Why is your face downcast? 7 If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it.”
8 Now Cain said to his brother Abel, “Let’s go out to the field.”[d] While they were in the field, Cain attacked his brother Abel and killed him.
9 Then the Lord said to Cain, “Where is your brother Abel?”
“I don’t know,” he replied. “Am I my brother’s keeper?”
10 The Lord said, “What have you done? Listen! Your brother’s blood cries out to me from the ground. 11 Now you are under a curse and driven from the ground, which opened its mouth to receive your brother’s blood from your hand. 12 When you work the ground, it will no longer yield its crops for you. You will be a restless wanderer on the earth.”
13 Cain said to the Lord, “My punishment is more than I can bear. 14 Today you are driving me from the land, and I will be hidden from your presence; I will be a restless wanderer on the earth, and whoever finds me will kill me.”
15 But the Lord said to him, “Not so[e]; anyone who kills Cain will suffer vengeance seven times over.” Then the Lord put a mark on Cain so that no one who found him would kill him. 16 So Cain went out from the Lord’s presence and lived in the land of Nod,[f] east of Eden.
17 Cain made love to his wife, and she became pregnant and gave birth to Enoch. Cain was then building a city, and he named it after his son Enoch. 18 To Enoch was born Irad, and Irad was the father of Mehujael, and Mehujael was the father of Methushael, and Methushael was the father of Lamech.
19 Lamech married two women, one named Adah and the other Zillah. 20 Adah gave birth to Jabal; he was the father of those who live in tents and raise livestock. 21 His brother’s name was Jubal; he was the father of all who play stringed instruments and pipes. 22 Zillah also had a son, Tubal-Cain, who forged all kinds of tools out of[g] bronze and iron. Tubal-Cain’s sister was Naamah.
23 Lamech said to his wives,
“Adah and Zillah, listen to me;
wives of Lamech, hear my words.
I have killed a man for wounding me,
a young man for injuring me.
24 If Cain is avenged seven times,
then Lamech seventy-seven times.”
25 Adam made love to his wife again, and she gave birth to a son and named him Seth,[h] saying, “God has granted me another child in place of Abel, since Cain killed him.” 26 Seth also had a son, and he named him Enosh.
At that time people began to call on[i] the name of the Lord.
How My Eve Collection Began
It all started with Eve #1, which is now part of the left half of the new “EVE.” She came to me as I was listening to the song Labour by Paris Paloma and considering the biblical character. The verses where Paris worries over her future daughter’s fate at the hands of her abusive husband proposed an interesting perspective for me. What if Eve knew exactly what she was doing when she ate from that tree? What if it was the last-ditch effort of an oppressed woman. After all, what is there to lose, if not everything? An obsession (and a playlist) grew from there and many more pieces started sprouting up over a few weeks.

It’s very me to obsess over subject so much that I make a themed playlist to keep myself in the right mood while I work on a project. I really like the effect of listening to this playlist as you look at the pieces I created. I find that it really encourages all kinds of different ideas about Eve and what her motives could have been. So, this feels like as good a time as any to share it with you.
Up next, my neurodivergent mind pumped out “Eve #2” and “Eve Ate.” I Then began “Eden” before scribbling out “Eve #3” on printer paper during a particularly slow day.
Eve #3, again, was largely inspired by Paris Paloma’s hit song. However, even more explicitly, as I used a freeze frame from the music video for as my initial inspiration for this version of Eve. The song and music video are a masterpiece, but I especially wanted to capture a small bit of the ravenous energy at which Paris tears into the pomegranate. Click here to see what I’m talking about. However, I do want to express that Paris is not quite Eve to me and that she was changed to look more how I pictured her in the final copy.
Eve #4 was always meant to be beside the original in my mind. At this point, I decided that both their final homes would be in the form of a collage on canvas. I had originally planned on making the backing canvas more green and garden-like, however, by the time I’d finished this piece, my piece “Eden” was already complete. I suppose that it didn’t feel as fresh to me at that point, and I worried that it wasn’t true to the original 3-tone concept.

My favorite thing about Eve Ate is that she’s similarly colored to the original, only this time I created her entirely with the new, much nicer watercolors I’d purchased from my favorite local art store. So, I decided to stick with the original color scheme again for EVE.
Let’s Talk About Eve



This work is, in many ways, a perfect summary of this series, in the biased eyes of her creator, me. She’s comprised of both my first “Eve” drawing and my last “Eve” drawing. So, she is both the first piece I started and the last piece completed. She began as an expression of my ever-growing perspective of the biblical character of Eve. As I grew up, Eve was always so demonized and criticized for her weakness. It’s funny, she never felt weak to me. She did eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, but why is it such a bad thing to seek a second opinion? She was chastised for not trusting blindly in her maker.
Once, blind faith didn’t seem so strange to me. Faith wasn’t terrifying. Faith gave me a goal, something to hope for. It was everything else that I was afraid of, the big wide world, but most importantly, myself. What had the Bible taught me, if not that I am the worst, most wretched being unless I devote my entire body, mind, time, and money to God and His Church? Nothing I ever did felt like enough. I never felt Saved enough.
When I exited an even more emotionally abusive and manipulative relationship, it was so clear to me how easily I fell into his grasp because of my religion. He used it to prey on me, to keep me, to guilt me, and to change me. He used it to keep me feeling smaller than life and worthless, blessed by his very presence.
But after many years of healing, I can finally look back and see all of the parallels to abuse and manipulation all over the pages of the book I grew up on. I can feel it in my memories. A Bible was likely the first book I ever owned, and for over 20 years it ruled me, guilted me, and forced me to contort myself to a version that would be considered acceptable by my parents and church members. How quickly did Eve’s own husband turn on her when questioned by his Father? We know the answer to this one—very. What were Eve’s days like in Eden before the serpent? Unfortunately, we have no idea.
Eve #2
In this piece, I wanted to focus more on some less emotional aspects of how the perception of Eve has changed over time for me. For starters, most artwork we see generally portrays Adam, Eve, Jesus, the whole Bible cast and crew with a light complexion even though it’s essentially impossible that they would look this way. While many people are able to see these historic artworks and rationalize that this is just one artist’s perspective, that is often still the one that sticks in a person’s mind. It can make undue connections in a person’s head.
Traditionally, we also see the unnamed fruit of the tree of knowledge depicted as an apple, but this feels more like a western preoccupation with the fruit more than anything else to me. I’ve seen suggestions that pomegranates could be the fruit that grew on the tree (though if we’re to trust the Bible, we’ve lost access to the fruit). I like and ran with this idea due to the growing region of the fruit and the region where most of the Bible actually takes place, but more importantly, because of the symbolism. Pomegranates are often seen as a symbol for fertility and are an integral part of the story of Persephone, another famous mythological woman bound to her fate by marriage and fruit…

Our Mother, Who Art on Earth
Finally, my favorite piece and the one I’m most proud of: Eden. This painting explores a world where Eve’s spirit finally rests inside a tree at the outskirts of a now barren “Eden.” This painting is very much a culmination of a story pieced together by me and inspired in some part by the linked playlist as well as the myths and legends I studied throughout my life.
I started by sketching out my Mother Tree, and then decided I wanted this painting to have a secret: the lyrics to one of my favorite songs by Sara Bareilles, Eden. I had a feeling they would likely get covered up in the process, and they did, but somehow I feel that this little secret lends strength to the piece.




In my version of her story, Eve’s spirit becomes tied to the seeds of the fruit, which eventually make their way through to the ground from whence they came. Over the years, the sapling grows and when her body passes, her soul returns to the tree. Everything she touches grows stronger and more abundant, protected by a mysterious stream. The earth outside her grassy mound is dry, barren and empty, the sky unkind. She watches as years pass and the world around her fades. Still, she waits patiently, for she knows her true time has yet to come.
I have so much more to say on the subject of Eve and the Bible. But this has already been very long. I’ll have to touch on those another time.
It’s a shame that the narrative of the Bible isn’t more uplifting to women. We have so much to offer the world. This painting is for us. Our time will come. I often worry how much more damage our Earth will have to endure before we finally learn our lesson. How many years do we waste chasing money and power instead of knowledge and empathy? We have long been told that our emotions and ability to empathize are our weaknesses. But, truly, they are our strengths. What is your story?







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